confusion

Its hard to know if what im doing is the right thing.
i feel like im stuck,
not moving forward because im afraid to lose what i have
bored with what i have,
simply because i already have it.
i am always trying to be a better person
and i am so scared of being judged that i feel i cannot be myself.
i think i need to take that leap.
i need a change.
and i need to stop caring so much about what other people think,
or if they like me or not.
i wish i wasn't so terrified
and i wish i knew how to turn on the light switch
and escape the unknown,
however i cannot so for now
i am sitting in the middle of the room hoping somebody walks in the room
and turns on the light for me.
Peace <3