Sydney!

i am finally coming to peace
i have realised i must just let everything fall together
u cant jam the puzzle pieces together
you have to spend time carefully placeing them together'
making sure they fit.
going to sydney is exactly what i need
a fresh start a new begining
i probably will be back in a month but that month would have still enabled me to sort myself out.
and i am finally getting some help.
im making everything allot more complicated than it was.
im glad im finally off the drugs.
it has helped me allot.
i realise that they are not numbing like i had thought
they just make shit even more messed up.
also i do not need a partner to complete me or whatever
but if i do decide to get back with ryan
that is completely my decision and i hope people will
not offer me unwanted advice like they always do.
if i want your opinion i will ask for it!
i am sick of fake friends.
sydney will show me who my real friends in perth are.
im in a sea of people who are completely self obsessed and you cannot turn to if you need to.
the other night i felt the worst i had in a very long time and i had nobody to turn to.
the people i surround myself in are great fun and awesome to party with but i really do not feel like i can turn to them when i need to.
saying that there are a few genuine people in perth.
very much looking forward to the haloween doof.
got my passion pop at the ready!
Peace and love <3