Freedom

The royal show was awesomely amazing.
I went on both Wednesday and Thursday
Wednesday i went with my x boyfriend of six months Ryan
The first ride i went on made me so dizzy i felt ill but it was still a heap of fun.
Although the whole day confused me very much because i had such a great day with ryan
It made me remember all the good times we had.
I know i dont want to be in a relationship right now because i am too young, ryan wanted to settle down have kids and get married.
I am many years off being ready for anything like that.
Thursday was great because i went with two of my really close mates and just relaxed and just had a really great time.
i have now a doof dinosaur and patches the panda.
i really wish ryan and i could just be friends because he is a great guy and i really want him in my life but i just cant handle having someone control my life.
i need my freedom especially at this time in my life.
from now on i just want to go out and have fun chillin with my mates
not interested in boys/girls who want a relationship,
and wont be for a while. ^^
i seem to be happier now
and as always im trying my hardest to be a nicer person and a good friend to those around me.
i may be hard to approach sometimes and difficult to get to know
but i am working on that and generally if ur nice to me i will give you a fair chance ^^


Peace <3