Explanation

looks like sydney may be a tempery/permanant thing.
i recieved some news about my fathers health that has had me very down.
i dont cry much but this news has put me in constant tears and im near the edge.
i have not really been myself lately isolating myself from everyone
this is so that when i leave it wont hurt as much as last time.
i want to spend as much time as possible with my father.
i hate leaving everything behind but i geuss it will be good.
no temptation of slipping into old bad habbits.
and i may actually be able to make friends that want to be around me
or ones that i can turn to.
not ones who have melted their minds and are now so self obsessed and lacking in sanity.
there are a select few people i will miss from perth but
the rest that dont give a damn about me i could not be happier about getting that burdon off my shoulders.
those who i will miss know exactly who they are and if they dont its a shame that i havnt made you feel important.
will miss perths beauty and the friendlyness of its people.
4 weeks to go ^^
Peace and love
xx