geuss im affraid of the unknown.
i spose im happy with him.
i do love him.
that 6 months is obviously not going to dissappear too easily.
it may simply be a matter of
this is the best i can do
i better take what i can get.
dont get me wrong he is a good guy
but i am not sure what i want atm
so i shall just stay very still and see what happens.
either watch the destrution of myself and everything i stand for
or live a life that may wonday get better.
or live happily ever after.
i geuss i one of those wimon who say
i can change him!
this time it will be different.
seems like i only am attracted to broken boys.
nice guys bore me.
i try to make everybody happy,
still nobody wins.
i geuss i dont like to be happy.
i geuss that would be boring.
wish i wasnt always this sad tho.
it makes me feel artificial.
This feeling never leaves you alone
You pull the trigger on your own
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
Peace <3
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